dear so-and-so
i know i'm difficult. i know i'm not as good as i should be. i know i don't deserve anything i have. but is it too much to ask you to like me? is it too much to ask you to try to understand me? it sickens me how andrea and jenna fit into my family easier than i do. why don't you believe that i can do anything? do you not realize how much that hurts me? do you know that i cried the entire way to school this morning? grow a backbone. is that really the only thing you have to tell me? if i ever try to explain any of this, it doesn't matter, because you get defensive and you yell. and i cry. and you yell at me to grow up. why don't you try? |
2008-02-04 at 4:16 p.m. |