nocturne in e flat
i really wish i didn't work five fucking days a week, 7:30 to 3-4:30ish. and for six dollars an hour! guess ya take what you can get. good kids, the one year olds. love Naomi. love her name. incredibly. means "Earth." gaghghrahgahgarhggraghgha. no time. i go to Murray in less than a month. bought some new clothes. i am pretty excited about them personally. and a free tshirt. free is always good, yeah? i don't even really keep a journal anymore. i NEED some good BOOKS To read. terribly, terribly. and some more money. hahaha. and a car. uhh.m. my hands are cold. and i want some dessert. i always want dessert. constantly. or mountain dew. sugar, ya know. i am so out of shape it's ridiculous. i am excited about wednesday and friday a lot. feels like i haven't seen anyone in forever, and that's my fault, and i'm really sorry. i am, i am. sofi bought 90's singstar, so wednesday will be super fun. i want... to go to school... and figure out a major... and go to the wellness center... and play racquetball... and be able to DO WHAT I WANT without HAVING TO ASK and be CHECKED UP ON a few billion times a night. this is worse than it has ever been, honestly, and i don't understand because whjat the hell did i ever do, really? really? i don't know either. but this is the first time i've ever erally wanted out of here... and that's an awful thing to say. my hair is all the same length. just need it to grow, now. my name is Tia. love classical music more than ever. the sound of drumming still puts me to sleep, in a good way. i eat ice... constantly... i don't know what this entry was for, but becca said she was sad because no one updates, and i am one of the no one who updates, so i am updating, and maybe someone will smile? i dunno. love everyone... i need to stop with my attitude. my temper is bad, yeah? you know... it's always worrying with me. i need to chill out. i am going to chill out. i am. |
2008-07-28 at 6:26 p.m. |