i drink a lot of water.
i just, i give up so easily. and i really want to find some support somehow, but i'm really bad at asking. the only person who does help me and who i'm not afraid to ask is only here on the weekends and breaks. i dunno. i'm just being ridiculous anyhow. whoever thought that i could do such a thing, right? i am always so gung ho in the beginning (and the beginning was the beginning of this year) and i always lose steam. sad, isn't it? it works and it doesn't it works and it doesn't and so on and on and on. it's ridiculous. blehhhh. but i do try, a lot of the time. just, in those moments where i just collapse back into it... there's no one right there beside me to say, no don't do that, you will regret it. you know? blah. you really don't. |
2008-03-27 at 12:51 p.m. |