ponder is a strange word.
i remember when people used to be amazed at my happiness, when people used to tell me silly things like, "you're going to grow up to be the happiest person in the world." do they still think that way today? nobody says so anymore. things get to me, too easily. i stress out constantly. but i am happy. perhaps they can't see it? have i truly changed that much? haha, look at this for instance, from november of 2005: "what's with all the worry? it's all anyone has time to do anymore. chill out, relax, kick back & enjoy life. things always work themselves out. when they need a push in the right direction, you'll know. it'll just be obvious. so live it up while you can. these are the best days of our lives, or so i've heard." wow, wow. |
2008-02-25 at 10:43 a.m. |